THE MUSING

1st.Ditolak penerbit.cerpenaneh.
THE MUSING
It was a hot afternoon, the sun was shining brightly. At the corner of Wonosobo, The singkir senior High School was still busy. Yet, it was quite silence as all of the students was listening to the lesson taught teacher, exclusion a girl who was pretend as listen to it. Indeed her mind was going away... fly to the sky...
“What do tou think my beamish girl?” her heart asked to her mind...
“I wish that I hadn’t” her mind answered.
“What do you mean?I can’t get it?”
“Is it important to tell the case with others?!!!” her mind answered and her face looked thoughtfully.
“My girl... if you don’t tell the truth, you won’t self your problems”. Her heart tried to edvised her mind
“Hey... what is your business hah?!!!” not having said thank, she was angry and her voice was getting higher.
“Be calm, sweaty... I don’t mean to involve your priblems. Yet, let me give a chane to speak more. Just a minute. OK?!!”
Her mind was quite silence, felt dissapointed of her bad behave. And she let her heart to speak more...
“well, my girl... do you see the garbage box over there? Out of the door of the class. It’s nearly full of rubbish and if you don’t through away, the garbage will fulfill those box, then it will drop and make others dirty, spread smell atmoshpere, spread deseases, and it will make you sick. Get the picture?”
“No... I don’t know what you mean...”
“Hmmm. Don’t you think of your self? Your problems seems those rubbish, get it off your chest and you will be better. Trust me, never burdened your own self”.
Her heart advise her mind with a convince face.
“Actually, I appreciate what you have done to me. Yet, I’m not accustomed to telling my problems, as I don’t know what problems actually is”. Her mind murmured.
“Well... problems is somethingg that make you uncomfort, it’s extremely bother your self, furthermore it make you dizzy. You’ll feel that you are in shambles, mental anguish. There is a difference between hope and fact. Hmmm... Or you may think of something all the time... it is may your problems”. Her heart tried to explain clearly. “Perhaps, it’s better to give you a little time. Hmm... just tell me what in your thought is”.
“Yah... I still confuse think of what you have told me... let me think”. Her mind answered. And the girl began to listen teacher explanation carefully, she stopped the debate between her mind and her heart.
One minutes, two minutes, three minutes, and the further... The girl tried to listen to her mathematics teacher who was listening about equation, a difficultnsubject matter one. “Fuh it’s bored”, the girl whispered to her friend. “My GOD... when I will fond of this subject matter... I face number, odd, even, addition, times, division. It seemm simple words, but it really make me DIZZY. The girl continued her wordss to her friend.
“Don’t bother me please... I’m listening to the teacher”, said her friend in high volume... ”Ups, sorry...”
“Dear, my heart... Do you know what I have done just now?!!! Fuh, I’m useless, even I’m invariably do wrong thing, makes other ones angry”. Her mind complained.
“Get a life Girl!!! At least you’ve been aware your mistake. And you must get your self organize. Why don’t you listen to teacher’s explanation carefully, like other ones?” Her heart asked.
“Yah... I can’t stand mathematics, this is not thee only subject matter I don’t listen to, but all of the subject matter. I never to be serious, in fact I know that this is my duty as students. I’m trapped in laziness. I can’t hold my responsibilities... and those make me failed!!!” Her mind murmured.
“Yah... As I’ve said just now, GET A LIFE. Wait a moment... you said that you’ve failed. Fail from what???!”
“Hmmm... forget it!!!”
“Don’t you want to change your life? I have told you a lot, but there is nothing effect. Do what you want!!!” Her heart became indifferent.
Then... they were quite in silence... minute by minute passed untill her mind decided to tell what had happened obviously.
“I have made a big failures and it’s caused by my self. Why I don’t try to... Oh my God, I can’t continue my words. It’s seems too bad, I’m a fool girl, I’m a stupid girl”. Her mind said in shambles intonation.
“Never blame your self!!! What’s the matter actually is?”
“ I’m not responsible, I never study, I often playtruan, and... yah as you know, I failed this semester.... I failed in this semester, I got bad result. It’s so deplorable”. Her mind nearly cried felt of her dissapoinment.
‘I only can say GET A LIFE!!!
“Yah, you are right I haven’t yet to struggle hard. And the most important thing is I know what I should do now. I WLL GET MY SELF ORGANIZE. Try to keep the responsibility... also, to share with others. PRAY for me Ok”. Her mind said with a nice smile...
“GBU my beamish girl” her heart reolied.
Then the girl woke up from her musing and tried to act what her mind and heart say didi...
GANBATE KUDASAI!!!_Wonosobo, 2005.
Semarang, 25th of November 2008, Tuesday_KITERETSU.