I’ve returned to become one as playful as the wind
This is who I’m…
This is who I’m…
I like my childhood. I was one who is all smiles. Though I spent almost my time by myself, no friends since my home is far away from others so that it made me difficult to interact with them, and no siblings since I hadn’t possessed any siblings at my elementary time. Yet, I enjoyed my childhood. At least, I have mother who come with my yellow umbrella when it was raining. That is why I LIKE RAINING!!! Hujan…..
Since my junior high school, I felt so sorrow in almost of my time. I didn’t know whom should I trusted. No parents, no siblings, and no friends. I was placed in solitary confinement. I locked myself from other ones. No one could touch me!!! I'm Untouchable!
Even, I was used to thinking of ending my life!
Even, I was used to thinking of ending my life!
I didn’t know how to take a part with my friends. I didn’t know what they’re talking, laughing, and thinking about. For me, it was useless!
I felt not need my parents neither. Why??? The more I remember about them, the more I intend to suicide! I would vanish if they did!!! That was all I think! No one knows how hard days I passed...
The only nice memory I have is while staring at the deep stars and smelling the fragrance of grass since I could see my beloved mother and beamish brother there. That is why I LIKE STAR!!! Bintang… and That is why I LIKE GRASS!!! Rumput…
During my senior high school I didn’t know where I could hide in. My smile to others was just pretence. Perhaps, my bed room is my world. The silence wall was the witness of my whole feel (anxiety and frightfulness). Yet, my high school has become a big bang in my live, it was my first time when I felt that I need other ones, friend! One said that ---terbuka sama orang tua, minta saran sama orang dewasa yang kamu percayai--- this sentence rotates around my head for such a long time!!! And I began to try in trusting others, though it’s needed such a long time …
My College ??? This is GOD’s scenario. Though, I never expected before that I’ll be here. Yet, in this period of time. I’ve totally CHANGED! Thx…
I felt not need my parents neither. Why??? The more I remember about them, the more I intend to suicide! I would vanish if they did!!! That was all I think! No one knows how hard days I passed...
The only nice memory I have is while staring at the deep stars and smelling the fragrance of grass since I could see my beloved mother and beamish brother there. That is why I LIKE STAR!!! Bintang… and That is why I LIKE GRASS!!! Rumput…
During my senior high school I didn’t know where I could hide in. My smile to others was just pretence. Perhaps, my bed room is my world. The silence wall was the witness of my whole feel (anxiety and frightfulness). Yet, my high school has become a big bang in my live, it was my first time when I felt that I need other ones, friend! One said that ---terbuka sama orang tua, minta saran sama orang dewasa yang kamu percayai--- this sentence rotates around my head for such a long time!!! And I began to try in trusting others, though it’s needed such a long time …
My College ??? This is GOD’s scenario. Though, I never expected before that I’ll be here. Yet, in this period of time. I’ve totally CHANGED! Thx…
THE NEW DAY HAS CAME! I’ll be one who is all smiles, I’ll be like the wind, light-hearted and playful. Yeah… I’M ABLE TO STAND FIRM, IN THE FACE OF SUCH A CRUEL DESTINY, LEARN TO LAUGH AND CRY WITH ALL MY HEART.
Ganbaru!!! --- Sebaik-baik manusia adalah yang paling bermanfaat untuk orang lain (HR Bukhori Muslim) ---
Thx 4 all...
xie xie ni, trbyh
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